I never wanted a Guardian Angel. I didn’t ask for one. One was assigned to me.
My angel is a little bit sardonic when it comes to explaining things and believing in me but that is the best part of it. There is less of butter and assuring talks and more of realistic,sarcastic,a bit of curse words here and there(PS: That actually makes it funny to be a part of the conversation and be a bit more participative and actually understand stuff that is been hammered into your brains) and the most most most important part : There is immense respect,love and support. There is love and laughter, there is sadness and a hard hitting reality check and then there is more respect and love. I will face reality in less than a minute but I will be ensured to be mentally okay with it. It’s not always how you deal with a situation it’s about how you get out of that situation and who gets your ass out of it. The way you deal with things is how you define your being.
People come and go and this vicious circle continues to go on and on and on but there are certain people you always cling on to, no matter what, no matter how hard it is to let go of certain environment and aura around you. There comes a day where you leave those dear ones and start a new journey forward. Bidding aideu on certain days, be it leaving for a new country, leaving college or school, leaving your office, your colleagues and sometimes your bosses (PS : Let me repeat : SOMETIMES) but that’s a part and parcel of our lifecycle. Then, there are certain people who don’t really ever want to be separated from work, no matter what. All you care about is how they made you feel at home whilst working along them or how you quarreled because your work made you do things or whatever the reasons may be.
For one day in my life, that’s yesterday, I felt my intestines clenched from within, when I heard, Are you really going ? It was so genuine and so spontaneous and so real that it made me think for a moment,should I really think about not going ?But then I remembered the same person telling me to start a new life and that really made me smile. Humans get blown away with emotions in a jiffy but at the same time can stand concrete on their thoughts. I was apparently the smiling unicorn and trust me, that’s the best thing that someone has ever said to me .The momentary thrust of leaving and staying at the same time took a halt and then reality hit me.It was not about the skills and work that define a person at work,but it is how you emerge well with people around you. You may be broke from the inside but you may be a ray of sunshine(well,a lil broker though) for someone who is in the dark. Its how you deal with a dark phase with someone watching upon you and how you stand for yourself when some barbaric and stony-hearted around.
To whoever reading this , whatever life is throwing at you , take it with a pinch of salt but make sure you add the other ingredients accurately to balance the lopesidedness.
PS : YOUR ANGEL IS AMAZING BUT NOT AS AMAZINGLY SMART AS MINE (wink wink)