“Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it.” —Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
I felt this.
May be not only me but most of us must have felt this or may be a abrupt realisation must have kicked in. I don’t know how are you feeling right now,may be you are wanting to continue reading this or you are just staring at the wall or maybe you are thinking about the time you’ve numbed your pain !!
May Be !!
I am definitely in a phase where I am defining some rules for myself, may be some ground rules in order to live my life my way & people cannot leave my life their way. This is not just about people but majorly on circumstances and situations that leads to other saddening things.It’s only about leaving and no more about living. We’ve been prodded to think about anything and everything else except for one thing : Oneself.
Also No, this writeup is not about self-love and obsession with oneself but I want us to sit and think as to why do we tend to look for temporary fillings? Why can’t we just take our time and not think about things beyond timelines? We always tend to be first in the race but do we really prepare thinking about the time if we lost? Personally, I haven’t given a thought about how will things look and feel and change may be for that matter if the tables turn upside down. If asked today,I personally won’t be able to take it and deal with it easily as I would try to find another way to tackle it temporarily.
What next? Regrets ofcourse !!!But why do it when you have the capacity to flip the coin and take control of it.Why not feel bad about it sometimes, cry about it, deal with it at that time and then move on ?
Why cant we just learn to live and not leave ?
I was ripped from my body, I was less than spirit, less than the meanest ghost… But still, I was alive. – Voldermort
You can be Dumbledore and Voldermort at the same time.It’s your perception what you pick and not let anything pick you. – Aishwarya Mane
Live, Laugh & Love !!!