You are walking towards this wonderful destination with all merriment and gloominess around.
You have that someone with you and you feel you have everything until one day ….You are still heading towards the destination but you feel like you are taking the wrong path or heading the wrong way or taken a wrong road.
All you can do is try to waddle your hands and legs to come out of the chaos that is in your mind,but unfortunately, you can’t.
You then realise that you’ve been carrying the burden all this while so much that you forgot how together meant.
It was all about that one person who wanted to head towards that way but needed a support and you were the means.
You may not only be a part of the destination but also a path for the someone to arrive there.
You slowly realise that giving up everything you had was the biggest wrong you’ve done for yourself.
You then decide to slowly walk away because finally you come in terms with reality and realise how important it is to take care of yourself first and then the other.
Everything and everyone is meant to teach you some of the other thing,be it a life changing lesson or a hard hitting reality.
Being into something that kills you mentally will not help you to cope with the smallest of the real life problems.It will,infact start questioning if there are right things ahead of you.
Because you were so busy devoting all your energy to someone who saw you as a means of their peace and not really gave a flying fuck about what you needed rather than wanted .
Time and consideration for others feelings are important but not at the cost of giving yours up.
Sometimes you wake up. Sometimes the fall kills you. And sometimes, when you fall, you fly.
Neil Gaiman, Fables & Reflections